(SH)IT happens

This is a delayed post, which was in drafts since a few days. Publishing it as the mood is still raw and same!
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By now I am quite used to s**t happening almost all the time. So much so that I live through it and successfully. I don’t care any more. And if you’re working you’d [...]

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Grrrrrrrrrrr…

I had written this on friday but couldn’t post due to access problems at office. And now that I can access the blog *yippee* I’m posting this.
Was completely and absolutely frustrated on friday, so this will qualify as a rant. You can feel free to skip.
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Sometimes however hard you try to think and feel everything [...]

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More enlightenment

If one has too many things on one’s mind, one will always forget few important things like pouring tea after adding sugar to the cup and ends up bringing the cup with only sugar to one’s desk.
Sigh!

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Ethnic day, strictly for the birds (pun intended)

No mood to do anything whatsoever. Besides watching all the colorful birds in our company. Today’s ethnic day and girls (and aunties) are wearing colorful saris. I’m afraid I’ll get a pain in the neck by end of the day. Caused due to excessive turning of head to catch a glimpse of damsels dressed in [...]

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Being lighthearted is really easy

Lately I’ve been having this bout of anxiety attack due to a particular discussion. I think and rethink in the same loop over and again never seeming to come to a conclusion. Then I think about not thinking about anything that will lead to stressing my nerves. All this thinking, rethinking and not thinking often [...]

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Grrrrrrrrr

This new work is bloody f****d up. I hate it completely and really want to run away and hide in the bushes. I’m so into this absolute hate-all mood right now, that I want to suffocate everyone just by making them do what I do.And I’m not a sadist.

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Where did the new year’s eve go?

There was no party, no celebration, no drinks. But there was a simple little cake, home made food and dearest Teddy for company. And this is how I welcomed the new year.
Had to work late even on 31st and hence couldn’t plan on any party or something. Moreover I’m kind of out of sync with [...]

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I’m goin under…

Not in the literal sense but I feel I am so I am. I wish I could at least listen to that song! Have been missing Evanascence since a long time.
I have a searing pain in my temples, my eyes are burning and I’m too hungry to think of anything else. But here I am [...]

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Back to write for my country

Yes, I am hiding and in the code that has surrounded me. Actually I am not hiding, I am being made to. Which is the reason for my absence from blogworld for such a longtime. I’ve been longing to write something, but the blogs didnt open at office. Today, out of sheer luck I’m able [...]

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Mind out of business

One has run out of time and energy and crib in every available free time. One will cuss under breath and forget what a smile means. One will fascinatedly look at other happy people like she has spotted aliens. One forgets that one is human and starts considering self as a machine, a higher version [...]

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