Sleepiness, laziness and getting back to normal

This post indicates my tendency to change decisions as often as I can. Just like I’ve started posting frequently

I’ve been sleeping a lot lately. And have become very lazy. I need to complete a lot of things, which I’ve been thinking about completing. But due to this sleep bug I’m not able to.

No, let’s go back to the beginning. I was feeling that I’m not doing anything of use and was procrastinating things that were more important. And blogging fell in the less important category, or so I thought. Then I stopped blogging and thinking of events as blog fodder. I was in the habit of making blog posts inside my head as something interesting happened. I thought I did not prioritize my tasks properly and was blogging way too much than I should. And this is the reason I thought I’ll take a break and do things which I thought I would if I didn’t blog. sigh. Only if I knew better.

And so I took a break and promptly put up a post saying so. I thought I’m over it now, and I can do more important things. But all I did was sleep. Sleep when travelling to/from office, sleep at 10:30 in the night. Sleep till 7 in the morning. Doze off in front of monitor at office. Gaze around with sleepy eyes during breakfast and lunch at cafeteria. Watch TV with sleepy eyes. I’ve slept so much that I now get irritated with the word sleep, but can’t avoid sleeping. What do you call that? A syndrome or something? sleep-o-mania?

All this while I’ve been controlling the urge to do a post, the urge to not think of something as a blog post, the urge to not crib in my mind and think of blogging it. It’s hard. Only those who’ve done it, know it. Anyone?

So Now I’m back. In the hope to shoo away the laziness and sleepiness. And to get some work done. I’ve realized that blogging does not prevent me from doing something. In fact not blogging will make me a lazy bum! And my mind stops functioning. Does that mean I’m a blog-o-holic? That I’m addicted? (good, there’s at least something I got addicted to)

Whatever it is, it feels good to blog. To write my mind out and not bother if others don’t agree. It is therapeutic.

It feels good to be back. It feels good to be doing a post when I want to. It feels good to know that people miss you (at least some) and thanks for missing me all you folks.

So Lively is back to life and will be blogging with a renewed vigour and energy. Hope it helps getting other things done as well.

Edited to add: And oh, happy Gowri Ganesha festival to all.
Gowri habbada haagu Ganesha Chaturthiya shubhashayagalu